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7th October 2002

3:26am: I'm either depressed or tired in like all my entries. So here is non gay happy one.
Current Mood: happy

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3:20am: wow i only read a little bit of my last entries but everything cool now.

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24th August 2002

5:48pm: Its the weekend and its going by to fast, then when school starts again its gonna go slow as hell! I hate that. Last night was Quary, I wasn't gonna go at first but than Mika told me too so i did. Alot of bad stuff happened, kind of... when i first got their it was boring as hell, then I got bent and made peace with federico which is gay as hell but i'll just pretend it never happened, then I was looking for something non-alcholic to drink because i was already screwed and i didn't need anymore so I saw federico's ice tea box thing in his hand and asked for some and chugged some and relized it wasn't ice tea... it was malabu!!! then i was like ohhh shitttttttt. continued later...

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21st August 2002

5:33pm: First day of school
Today was my first day of school, overall it sucked soooooooo much dick and before i put on some music i felt like total shit. My first class (english) was funny for a couple sec., We were going around introducing are selfs to the new kids and we had to say three things we like (fuckin' 3rd grade shit), and i was in that mood i'm sometimes in where i just dont give a fuck about anything at alllllll, and it got to Federico and he was like yaaaaa i like techno or someshit then he said "and i like..." and he was having trouble so i just added in "men" for him. I even said it twice just to make sure he heard, then he said "going out" or something and he went on "Um... And..." So i filled it in for him and said I'm gay loud enough and the teacher didn't even say shit because i guess she knew i was already having a bad day or something or maybe she didn't realize who said it, but federico is a little pussy and i guess he just doesn't want beef with me anymore because he knows i'll pound his ass down so he didn't say shit afterwards. But that was like the only ok part of the day, the rest was gay as hell. In Mr. Aaronffs class he left for like 1 min and I started talking to one of the new kids and Chris added in all this shit about Mr.Aarronoff and I think Mr. A was like right outside the door listening or something because through out the class he reapeted the shit chris said. I hope things get cool in my school soon enough or i dont know what i'm going too do, like i hate this shit so much how i'm writting about myself like this! I feel like another KC, but yeah i mean if everyday was like today... shitttttttttttttttttttttt! Anything can happen, at the worst i just wont go to school and have my cousin pick me up and get my education in france... I dont know, i hope shit gets better though. Now that i think about it, what would i be like right now if kristin wasn't in my life. I dont think i would have even gone to school today... Its crazy how much of an impact a person can have on your life. She's really made things better in my life, plus its nice to know you got somebody who really cares about you, it feels good and it really makes you want to become a better person.

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20th August 2002

4:21pm: I miss KRISTIN!
I went to Vilsek, Germany two days ago for one night and it was awesome, I was on the american base so its almost like being in America again, but EVERYBODY was bout hip-hop and i wanted to fuckin' stay sooooo bad, it be hardcore going to that school and shit! But now i'm back here... cool... not really, but school starts tomorrow and that sucks so much dick, i really hope we got some cool new people!!! i saw Mr. Jones and Arronoff and Barr today when i went to get a new lunch card because my pic was fucked on the other one. I tried calling Kristin a whole lot but she's not in her hotel room when i call, i hope i dont have the wrong room number! I really really love her though and i mean a shit load, and before i know it i'm gonna be glued to her watching scobby doo!

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16th August 2002

7:53pm: yeah i was just supposed to go to the gym and i was supposed to pick up a tape but then i end up not gettin' shit and my dad starts bitchin' at me in the car, i wasn't listining to what he said but I can already see all the bullshit for this year coming up. Anyways i was like "yeah ok, you gonna take me home now?" and he keeps on bitchin' at me so i just got out of the car and found my way home. I just cant take this shit, i wanna move into my own house in america and live a good, normal life. i got to go, i think my dad is home so he probably needs to get up here and start bitchin' some more, the funny thing is my parents always pick the worst times to do it.
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10:53am: This is the first morning in two weeks that i didn't sleep past 12, my cousin left this morning so i woke up to say bye. Now that he's gone i feel like complete shit, cuz their isn't really much to do in vienna and i was having fucking fun for once in awhile.
Current Mood: depressed

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10th August 2002

6:09pm: So far today was phat as fuck! I woke up and went for a little run with my cousin, went and bought some wine, then went to the pool and the slide was finally open so we went swimming, then we chilled out in the sun with some french rap, then when we got home and nobody was here so we got all up on the turntables and put the music all the way up and went crazy on that shit! We did so much shit on the 1 & 2 it straight as fuck!!! And tonight we gonna bust out some freestyles, and Stephan is coming... so is Heitham so that doesn't mean i'm gonna smoke. i forgot Kristin is supposed to see that cool zack kid today but i'll try calling anyways. If i actually think about it... not being able to touch kristin makes me shiver, I want to run over and just be like ahhhhhh and feel her skin and shit! i was thinking about it today and it drives me crazy, i got to wait like 4 more months i think?! noooooooooooooooooo

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1:05am: Today I went downtown and bought 2 cds and some dude with a white mark on his nose was tryin' to rape my cousin... he was like following him around tryin' to get him to buy some book so i gave him a euro and said fuck off, and he gave me some weird book. my cousin is cheating right now because hes drinking his wine before me, i hate when people start doing something and your like ahhhh! no! i dont want to right now! and i hate being the last to finish my drink so i got to go now! not really, but their aint shit to say besides i love kristin and i'll call her tomorrow and peace.

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9th August 2002

2:27am: knowing that kristin exist makes me want to exist

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8th August 2002

2:08pm: Fuck, i havent had anytime to write. Yesturday I went to the gym for awhile because my cousin had to go downtown and get some socks and he got some phat sweatshirts. Then my neck hurt like a BITCH! I think it came from working my back. I want to speak to kristin real bad, after two days it seems like a hell of a long time! I'll try calling her later tonight though. Yeah i want to put some pics up but i dont know how.

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5th August 2002

11:27pm: My cousin is still cool as fuck, yeah its just we are in vienna so its hard to find something to do. Today we went downtown and bought a cd and then we went to the pool and the water was ice cold and that sucked ass. About the poo smoking thing, its true that when i'm depressed it helps me out but i wont let that become my medicine or anything so yeah i'll just try and ignore it when i'm depressed. I shouldn't use depression as an excuse to smoke you know what i mean, but it does make things cool sometimes. Theirs a real cool freestyle on the launch radio thing, I'll make are's when i get the time. I'll write you more tomorrow morning when i wake up sweetie poo, I LOVE YOU. And does your hotmail account work because i cant get to mine? I hope their not anything wrong with my gay ass computer! love you

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4th August 2002

11:12pm: Yeah today I woke up and listened to music and stuff, then those cool people left, then i went to the gym and worked my Bieceps real good. I tried calling you and it was funny because the Answearing machine comes on after three rings and your grandpa is like "HELLO???...you have reached blah blah" So i called two times and both time after he was like hello i'd be like yeah this is anthony blah blah. Fuck i missss you! The fuckin' hotmail thing wont open and its pissin' me off cuz i want to do the survey thing for us. I dont know why but i'm still tired, i slept in today and shit too.
Current Mood: tired

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3rd August 2002

6:32pm: TIRED!
I'm a take a nap and then do that survey thing! I was still blah this morning.
Current Mood: tired

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6:02pm: Ich gehe durch die Strasse und ich denke mir verdammt!
look at these AIS faggots, fuckin' up the ass is a daily habbit

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5:54pm: I don't know why but i feel really depressed, listening to music and thinking about kristin makes things a little better though.

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2nd August 2002

6:31pm: TIRED!!!!!!!!!
whoaaaaaaaaa, i'm tired as a mofo! I'm so glad i'm done waking up for work! Today at work I went to eat at a Korean resturant with my co-workers then i went to the gym with one of my co-workers. Remeber that warm red stuff we had at the Chinese restuarant after we ate? Yeah then i got some of that for when my cousin comes. Theirs probably more but i'm too tired to remeber! Oh and that one guy i thought was coming over wasn't actually the guy i thought it was... He's got two kids, i'm not too sure about the 11 year old dude, but the girl my sister is hanging with is a fucking fat ass chickenhead bitch. I dont know her, but everyword that comes out her mouth i want to strangle to death and beat the shit out of! Hey lover i'll send you that survey i was talking about later tonight and i'll do that thing on your journal because i'm gonna collapse or something if i dont take a nap!

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1st August 2002

6:54pm: I talked to Collin today and he fucked up his knee again but this time he cant skate for a year. I kind of feel sorry for him, he's probably gonna lose his sponser or something. I think he'll be fine once he starts back up though, its just he loves skatin' and shit and now he cant touch a board for a year. Sad. I get to talk to kristin now! happy.
Current Mood: cheerful

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9:10am: Whats up with europeans they always fuckin' come up behind your shoulder and just start reading your mail and shit! or do alot of people do that? I only know europeans that do it, and it pissis me off... i'll just look up and stare back at them and they'll smile or some shit like this guy right behind me i think he's reading my shit... HELLO. Ok he walked away, but yeah my relatives from france too! They just come up into the computer room and start reading the shit i'm typing, so i'll be like "hello, this is the internet... ???" and it just pissis me off so bad! but anywho I got TWO more days of work left! hell yeah, then i get to sleep and chill with my cousin once he gets here, and maybe hang out with all the cool people that go to AIS... God i need to get the fuck out of vienna... When Evan came, He was disgusted when he met alot of the people at are school, he was cool with Kristin of course, because she's fucking awesome, and he was kind of cool with Andrew... and i cant remeber who else. Here are the few people i do have some respect for who live in Vienna, it doesn't mean they my good friends or anything because i dont see anybody who goes to are school who could possibly be one of my good friends except for maybe Matt but i dont like him that much because he fuckin' lies too much. But anyways i got respect for (this is hard) a little respect for Gaby because she has respect for hip-hop, Mika because he can be a real good guy sometimes, not when he offers me a hit from the blunt though! Matt because... he just funny as shit sometimes and he has also come to relize that alot of the people at are school are fuckin' faggots too. Ummmm, I do actually have respect for like one or two teachers but that doesn't count. I have respect for alot of people who dont go to are school!!! Like that Steve kid i now have respect for and renato and Emmanuel and that one girl and so on. Yeah and HEITHAM! I almost for got Heitham!!!! He can be real fuckin' cool, but then again he can be real fuckin' gay. The best person i've meet in austria is of course Kristin, probably the best person i've ever met! I LOVE HER SO MUCH!
Current Mood: awake

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31st July 2002

6:43pm: oh, I cant forget Evan and Nick they always listen to what i have to say.

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6:35pm: Hey I got the same one as you! I dont think it fits me too well though, because i talk to KC (not anymore though!) YOU!, Andrew, Matt, and Mika but not really Mika depending on what it is. I usually tell you alot. I dont know about how i dont show my fear and hide so yeah but i did get the same one as you so thats straight!

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30th July 2002

11:52am: Hey actually music is one thing to live for now that i think about it. I could sit in a chair and listen to music the rest of my life at full blast with mad bass. I'm in the office right now, i got all the stuff i need to do done and i think everybody is gone so i got my music real loud and its phat as shit, I think it releaves stress and depression, (actually sometimes it increases depression) and lots of shit unless your listning to the wrong stuff for whatever is going on. Fuckin' KC called me this morning when i was like 100% pissed/sad/stressed and she starts bitchin' right away and i was like yeah... click. Then she writes me a message and is like "why do you hate me so much?" I'm confused but whatever i usually am anyways mother fuckers. Ok I got to get off the computer so peace

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12:34am: God i want to smoke like a little moth

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29th July 2002

4:44pm: This is so fucked up, last night i went to a Hureger (however you spell that) instead of the gym to have some wine with my French relatives. It's the first time i've ever taken more than a sip of alch. in front of my parents... I had like 3 big glasses of wine, and of course i wasn't totally fucked or anything but urghhh, it was just really weird doing that with my parents and shit!!!!!!!! I'll never ever drink around them again, i'm hoping they didn't notice how much i had to drink though. Its not like my parents let me get drink all the time and i know they would be pissed if i took the advantage of the privlage they gave me so yeah i hope they didn't see anything! Urghhh its very unconfortable... but anywho, today i went to a gym not far away from work with my co-worker for about an hour and its not that bad of a gym, i mainly took advantage of the stuff for my abs because they had great stuff for that, and i worked my back a little then after i'm done with work i'm going to bench at the gym i go to. Hey i just looked at the clock and its 5'oclock and time for me to go yo so peace out mofo. Yeah i'll call kristin at like 8-9, i cant fucking wait to talk to her and she should e-mail me because i would like that.
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